Where is my father?

My father since I was a little girl he always go somewhere. He is a pastor..is he really a pastor? A servant of God? Why he kept on going everywhere and left is family behind? And came home for a month or two. Is that a true servant of God. As what he says, Seek ye first the Kingdom of God and all of these things shall be added unto you.. Yeah that's right but what if your family starve to death? Is that really a servant of God? You don't' think about your family.

I remember when I was a little girl my father left from our house and then came home after one month without money. It's really aggravating. My father is irresponsible father. I am going to tell you the truth. He really is.

And right now, I asked my mother where is my father? and she told me that he is in Davao for so long for two months? And I asked him in the email and he said he is doing a crusade in Davao..I don't really trust him anymore. I feel so mad at him because he like to spend on other things more than his family. Is that really a true servant of God? My answer is I don't think so!

But you know what even if I am mad at him deep inside I still love him because God says honor your father and your mother, and he is still my father it just that he is an irresponsible father.